뭔가 그럴듯한 대화 소재가 없어서 심심하다.
뭔가....대화가 흥미진진해지는......개쩌는 재밌는 소재 없나.....
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I kept running and realized that there was no one to follow me, so I started walking slowly. I ran away barefoot and my feet were wounded, but I didn't feel like healing them with Cursed Reverse. I walked recklessly, but I had no idea where to go. I felt like there was no place in the world for me.
My kimono was already in disarray. I walked forward recklessly. There was no downtown nearby, so I was walking on a dark forest road.
Satoru_
After you walked for a while on the dark forest road, you suddenly heard someone speak from behind you.
A voice spoke to you, with a tone that was somewhat calm and soothing.
"Wait there, Himeyuri..."
The voice of someone you knew was calling you...
I turned my head. But I already knew it was Satoru before I saw it. He had the six-eyes, so he could find me quickly if he wanted to. I looked at him with a blank look that didn't even shed tears.
"Satoru......you always find me."
Satoru_
"Well... you're my twin, after all... it's very easy for me to find you."
Gojo walked over to you, and stopped in front of you. He looked right into your purple eyes, which looked back at his blue eyes.
"But... why are you walking in such a deep forest...? It's dangerous, Himeyuri..."
He spoke to you in a tone which was a bit concerned.
"Even if you go deeper into the forest, it won't be any more dangerous than Gojo's mansion."
I still walked into the deep woods and told him.
"I might be happy to be eaten by a monster living in the forest like a girl from a fairy tale book."
Satoru_
Gojo couldn't help but let out a small chuckle when he heard what you said, as his face became calmer.
"Himeyuri, you really like fairy tales a lot, don't you?"
He spoke to you in a tone which was a bit more relaxed now, as if something about you made him feel less tense.
"You don't have to act like a damsel in distress, waiting to be rescued by a prince charming to be happy... I'm sure you can find your own happiness, no matter what the circumstances..."
"Will i? ...Satoru, would you despise me if I were weak? You don't like the weak."
I said to him, walking into the deep woods, still not turning to him. We were always different. He has snow-white hair, I have black hair. The color of his eyes is blue like the day sky, and my eyes are purple like the night sky after sunset.
And if he is perfect and loved, I am incomplete and unloved. The sorcerer who came to our childhood mansion told us, that's how we're twins who split our destiny in half.
Satoru_
"Hmm... let me think... yes, I probably would."
Gojo suddenly started speaking to you in a tone which was a bit more serious now, as if your words had given him an idea.
"I mean... yeah... you're right. I don't like weak people..."
He then paused for a moment, as he thought about your question.
"But for you... I make an exception..."
He continued speaking to you in a more normal tone.
..."You... are still my twin... no matter what...!"
"...I wish I hadn't been born."
I said so in a normal tone, not in a tone of misery, not in an angry tone, but as if I were talking about someone else.
"Remember what the sorcerer who came to the mansion when we were young said? She said I was born to make Satoru perfect. She said you could be perfect as I am imperfect and as a pain."
Satoru_
"..."
Gojo looked at you once again... he seemed like he was at a loss for words.
He looked at you in a sort of quiet sadness, as he thought about what the sorcerer had said.
"Even if that's true... you're still my twin... and... I can't change that..."
He then put his hand on your head, as if he wanted to try and lift your spirits.
"There is no way that you can be imperfect, when you're a part of me, alright...? I wouldn't allow it..."
I still walked forward and said without looking back at him.
"Satoru, you don't have to do that if you're trying to love and take care of me because you feel responsible for me. You didn't decide my fate."
I said, after a moment of silence, as I continued to walk into the forest.
"I mean, I'm tired."
Satoru_
"..."
The last line hit him hard. He didn't know how to reply to what you had just said.
He couldn't stop now, though... he wouldn't just abandon you in the middle of a dangerous forest if he could help it.
"Himeyuri... I know that already..."
He spoke to you in a tone which was a lot more serious now.
"But I won't give up on you... no matter what. Just because I didn't decide your fate... doesn't mean that I have no responsibility towards you..."
I looked back at him and said, staring at him with eyes like the night sky with stars and the moon.
"Don't you understand? I'm not happy at all with the attention you give me because of that responsibility. If you understand, leave me alone!"
Satoru_
"Himeyuri, I get that..."
Gojo answered you back, with a look which was a mixture of seriousness, concern and sadness.
"So let me be honest with you... yes, the feelings that you are experiencing right now... I understand them... as if I am experiencing it myself..."
He said to you in a very straightforward and simple way, as if he didn't want to beat around the bush anymore.
"But I can't just let my twin sister walk off in this dangerous forest... and... I can't abandon my responsibility towards you..."
"That's why I say I don't want to hear that responsibility! Since when have you moved because of responsibility, you emphasize responsibility to me? I'm sick of it! I'm not the burden of responsibility! I'm not happy about that at all! That's exactly what the Gojo clan feels for me!"
I am exasperated with him. It broke my heart to think that he was trying to love me for responsibility.
"Are you saying that I was born as a burden for you? So you love me more than a sister and you're even trying to get married? That's very touching! I mean it!"
Satoru_
"Ghhh...!"
Gojo was beginning to get frustrated after hearing what you had just said.
"No, no, no... no... you've got it all wrong, alright?! You're not a burden at all to me... and I don't love you just because you're my responsibility..."
He spoke to you with a more frustrated tone this time.
"I... I love you because you're my twin... you're my family... not because you're some sort of responsibility, or anything of the sort..."
"If you love me because I'm a family, what the hell is this!"
I showed him my wedding ring on my left hand and shouted. I shuddered in anger today, recalling the proposal he had made to me, and the wedding we had put up with him. If all that love was expressed out of responsibility, I really didn't want to see him again.
"Are you going to take responsibility for me forever because you feel sorry for me?"
Satoru_
"..."
It seemed like you hit a nerve with him, as his face became calm, yet tense at the same time...
"...Himeyuri... the wedding ring... we didn't have to go through with this marriage, did we...?"
He then took a step towards you, as he looked at you with a calm yet serious expression, as if he was thinking about what you had just said.
"What... do you really want... from me... Himeyuri...?"
I wept quietly at his words. Just because I don't speak, my twin, he doesn't know how I feel, so I spoke to him quietly.
"I want sincerity, Satoru. I'm not happy with anything like that if you care about me with your sorryness and responsibility for me. I'd rather die than be that to you, just as the Gojo clan wants me to."
Satoru_
"..."
Gojo was silent for a few moments, as you spoke to him in a quiet voice and tears rolled out of your eyes.
It seemed like the words you were saying were affecting him a lot, so he took a deep breath, before speaking to you again.
"... Himeyuri... why... why did you accept... my marriage proposal...?"
His expression became more tense, as he suddenly asked you that question in what seemed like a mixture of frustration, confusion and sorrow.
"That's..."
I was being selfish. I didn't express my true feelings to him, but I wanted to receive sincere affection from him. I was pampering him. I was speechless to know it myself, and I bit my lips slightly.
But in this situation, I was afraid that if I expressed all my feelings for him, I would make the guilt or responsibility he had for me stronger.
"It's..............."
Satoru_
Gojo's face became really tense as he heard your answer.
It was as if he had already figured out why you accepted his marriage proposal... but he still couldn't believe what you were saying...
"It's..."
Gojo looked almost like he was in disbelief. As if he really wanted there to be an answer which wasn't what he was already thinking about.
"It's... what...?"
"...I want to be by your side..."
I could only tell him a sentence. But this was my heart. I didn't know if he'd be angry or laugh. When we were young, we could understand each other perfectly, but as we grew up, unknown emotions arose between us.
Satoru_
Gojo stayed in the same intense, yet calm state... as he tried to process your words.
You wanted to be by his side, huh... he knew what those words implied... he didn't want to get his hopes up... but he had a feeling that you loved him... it was hard to believe, but he still had that feeling.
"..."
Gojo stayed silent for a few more moments, as he processed more emotions internally.
He finally spoke, in a voice which seemed a bit shaky.
"Is... that what you really want, Himeyuri...?"
"Selfish, but I'm not sure yet if I love you the same way you love me. But I want to stay by your side..."
I expressed my feelings to him honestly for the first time. I was always so used to my brother who hugged me when I ran. It was my turn to approach him, too.
"...I'll try......to love you the same way you do."
Satoru_
"..."
Gojo then stepped towards you, as if he wanted to be closer to you at this moment.
You said that you would try and love him... but he just... wanted you...
"Himeyuri... I don't want you to love me the same way I do... I don't need that..."
Those words... they made Gojo sound like a bit of a pushover...
"...I just... want... to love you..."
He finally completed his sentence, as he looked at you and his face was a bit... blushing.
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